Saturday 2 July 2011

Aey Khuda.......!
ma Nabi hota to Nabiyon jasi dua kerta....... mager ma to aaam basher hon,,, aik gunah-gar basher.....!
mari khuahishat......!
mari aarzuain..........!
sub aam hain..........!
ma Tare samne khara aik orat k liye gir-gira raha hun,,,,,, mager na mujhe apne dil per ikhtayaar hai..... na apne ansuon per.......!
ye ma nahin tha......! gis ne aik orat ko apne dil ma jaga di................!
ya sub To ne kiya......!
kun mare dil ma is orat k liye itni muhabbat daal di keh ma Tare samne khara bhi us ko yaad ker raha hun.........!
kun mujhe is kader be-bus ker diya keh mujhe apne wajuud per bhi ikhtayar nai raha........!
ma wo basher hun jise Tu ne in tamaam kamzoriyon k sath banaya......!
ma wo basher hun jise Tare siwa koi rasta dikhane wala nai......!
or wo orat.......!
wo mari zindagi k her raste per khari hai......... mujhe kahin jane...... kahin pohunchne nai da rahi.......!
ya to is ki muhabbat ko is terhan mare dil se nikaal de k mujhe kabi is ka khayal na aye.......!
ya phir ise mujhe da de........!
wo nahin mile gi to me sari zindagi is k liye rota rahun ga.......!
wo mil jaye gi to ma Tare elawa kisi k liye ansu nahin bahaun ga........!
Aye Khuda...........!
mare ansuon ko khaas hone da.........!
ma yahan khara Tujh se pak orton ma se aik magta hun.......!
ma ____ ko mangta hun............!
ager ma ne apni zindagi ma koi naki ki ho....... to mujhe is ki jaga ____ de de..........!
Tu chahe to ye ab bhi ho sakta hai........ ab bhi mumkin hai...................!
mujhe in azmaishon se nikal de.........!
mari zindagi ko assan ker de.........!
aik sal se ma gis takleef me hun....... mujhe is se rehai de de..............!
_______ per aik baar phir reham ker........ jo tari siffat me sub se afzal hai.......!
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